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Givenchy Resort 2009
 
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[09 Jul 2008|11:39am] |
Marchesa Resort 2009
 
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[09 Jul 2008|08:12am] |
Wade & I are no longer together.
I feel empty and dead.
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[09 Jul 2008|02:31am] |
how much more perfect can her makeup be?! fdhflkjdhfjkd FUCKING LOVE IT!
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[09 Jul 2008|02:49pm] |
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"You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means."
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i have a dentist appointment tomorrow/today. this is bad news because i don't floss (because last time i flossed, i ended up with like... a faceache.) and i have jacked up wisdom teeth. they don't hurt, but they're causing crowding which, for some reason, is a big deal.
i don't want any more root canals!!
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[09 Jul 2008|12:07am] |
This picture looks all heavenly & weird,
but my hair is FINALLY acting right.
I dont feel like myself today.
Not quite sure what I feel like, really.
Saturday, Carter & I got sushi @ PM's then went to see Metro Station.
The show was crazy. Ive never seen girls freak out so much over a band.
It was so good to see Trace & Ant & old friends.
I didn't feel like taking pictures so I didnt.
Those boys get bothered enough by cameras as it is.
Sunday & Monday night was spent at Michael's.
Greg ended up falling asleep & we drew all over his arms.
Such bad friends, we are. ;)
pictures soon...
& tonight was spent at Mary's.
Tiffany, Mary, Kay, Shanda, & myself made tacos
& watched 27 dresses.
blahblahblah.
I made a list of all the things I want to do before summer is over.
+ Pay of credit card (almost there!)
+ Pick up hedgehog (first week of august)
+ Get new tv & paint living room walls.
+ Get nose pierced (still deciding on that one)
+ Get new tattoo (audrey kawasaki girl on left arm)
+ Figure out what to do with my stupid hair.
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[09 Jul 2008|12:59am] |
today was harry's viewing. i chose not to go. i feel like the viewing is more for close friends and family than for acquaintances. i also did not want to be upset two days in a row. his funeral is tomorrow. i will be attending that. i guess it was selfish of me not to go. but death has never set well with me. maybe it's the lacking organized religion. i believe in a million different things and although some people are completely okay with death, i am not. i don't like thinking about it. i don't like contemplating what non-existence feels like. but today on the way to work everything just hit me and i smoked like four cigarettes in a row and i couldn't not cry so i decided to go home and fill my time with multi-tasking rock band. guitar and mic, what's up! it's weird that the only really negative aspect of my habits is still smoking cigarettes. dealing with actual emotions is still somewhat hard for me because self-medication has always been the easiest outlet. emotion period is really hard for me these days. maybe it's all the stupid tears i cried as a teenager, but i don't cry easily anymore. i know there's a heart somewhere inside of me but sometimes it's hard to tell. i don't know. i just don't know.
i put mama on craigslist. i'm thinking maybe this is a bad idea. but i am taking five classes next semester and i am not going to have time for a dog, and two cats (well three because no one ever takes care of cupcake). and my girl kitty, maddie, is pregnant. and i never wrote anything about the 4th of july. but i did go to see scott. andrea and i did. a three hour drive (we spent probably an accumulated hour getting lost). we walked into a house of people we didn't know. everyone was stoned or drunk and we were just getting started. scott wanted to watch killer clowns from outerspace. uhm. i did not just drive three hours to watch a cheesy b movie. i hadn't seen him in months as it was. so andrea and i drank, and of course i got drunk because that's what you do at a party when the only person you know is sitting inside watching killer clowns from outer space! so we wrote scott a letter and drove home at 7 am. at least i got to see andrea (: knoxville in five days. i need a vacation.
ps. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOOOOM<3!
(2421955? same or no? i don't think it is and i can't figure out why the new one isn't in my phone?)
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[08 Jul 2008|05:06pm] |
Diana Moldovan in Numero June/July 2007, Le Manège Enchanté.
 
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[08 Jul 2008|05:01pm] |
Denisa Dvorakova in Numero 84, Hairspray.
 
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[08 Jul 2008|04:59pm] |
Masha Tylena in Spur August 2008.
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[08 Jul 2008|04:57pm] |
Bruna Tenorio in Numero May 2007, Effleurée.
 
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[08 Jul 2008|04:55pm] |
Shannan Click in numero May 2007, My Geisha.
 
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| walmart trip! |
[08 Jul 2008|03:28pm] |
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I went to walmart last night and bought a new TV and other stuff I needed to buy! my old one was needed to be changed for the future.
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[08 Jul 2008|12:40pm] |
Magazine: Vogue Brasil April 2008
Title: Retrô Lounge
Photographer: Henrique Gendre
Model: Martha Streck
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[08 Jul 2008|07:27am] |
Vogue Nippon
Title: One Day In Tokyo
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[08 Jul 2008|05:54pm] |
Today, in the window of a small discount shop (think cheap loo rolls and pillows that go flat after one night), I saw an interesting poster.
20%
off all
Gardening
Gardening what? Tools perhaps? Surely not. Yet I walked right past and I saw no guys with shovels just waiting to turn my soil and trim my bushes.
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[08 Jul 2008|12:28pm] |
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omfg. OMFG! UNBEARABLE! I am like these hummingbirds, small, helpless and SLIGHTLY MIFFED. Hisham is being a complete procrastinating d-bag right now. I called Brookside Gardens, they are booked EVERY SATURDAY IN JUNE! The best I could do was get second in line for a Saturday that is "on hold"... not that we've decided to have a wedding - everyone refusees to talk to me about it, my mom, Hisham, etc. - I am so incredibly pissed. I feel like I deserve all the normal happiness and encouragement experienced by brides-to-be, but I actually just feel rejected and isolated. Its like they've all turned on me. THANKS GUYS!
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